Sadly no Eddie. But it's been a MAJOR HUGE wake up call. Test results came back negative!!!! Yay!!!!
I've also found my HP through this whole ordeal. I mean I always sorta had one but one that I couldn't relate to. If that makes any sense? Better put, I've always believed in God but in a more spiritual sense and I was always, ALWAYS ferverently searching for Him...deep down I knew that He was Everywhere, but that was a concept that I couldn't really comprehend in my feeble mind
I kept praying and praying please let me know how to go about this and it became SO clear. I had to personalize Him in a way that I knew how. I now know and it is SOOO awesome and so simple once I found out how. I tend to complicate things with too much thinking and analyzing. KISS! That's my new motto!
But, thanks everyone for your words of encouragement. I'm taking this to the end. There's like NO WAY I could even think about trying to kill myself with poision anymore. It's not me anymore. I choose life.
Danielle