Joe, I asked for your opinion lol. And appreciate y'taking the time to give it. And I actually agree with ya' anyhow. I've been tempted to use coke etc to combat it because that's my brain's default go to. I won't use coke. What I want is to learn to use nerves to my advantage - like you have. That's why its useful asking advice - people (like y'self) give it.
Cheers, once again.