Come on S-ROD, don’t beat up on yourself like that! You are one the people that has inspired me to quit my OC habit. You were doing twice as much as me and were able to stop for some 50 days now. That’s an incredible accomplishment. I would look at it another way, it was because of the drugs that things seem messed up now. Going back to what got you here is the wrong direction. Without the drugs, things are only going to get better.
I guess I should be the last one giving you advice, since this is only the second day I haven’t abused any oxy. But as bad as things seem, they are a lot better without the drugs, trust me.
And don’t worry about all of the commercialism that surrounds Christmas, think about what the true meaning of the holiday is and you’ll see that it has nothing to do with presents, the mall or shopping.
Hang in there!
Dan