This time around...
4-5 months ago my addicted ex was threatening to end his life and I just couldn't call 911 , i was afraid of what consequences he might have since he has drugs at home at all times.I'd run to his house, try to cheer him up, stay with him for hours or even a few days.
Lately he was clean for 3 months and relapsed a few weeks ago and today he threatened to end his life again. This time I called 911. I truly didn't feel like I had a choice. I couldn't take his threats. Couldn't run to his place to check on him, couldn't lose the little bit of sanity I have and need in order to take care of our daughter.
I know it's a very small progress but I wanted to share.
I don't think he'll threaten me with suicide again.
He was really pissed off after the police went to his place.
He called me and called me names but later called back and apologized.
Now I doubt he'll sign the permission letters I need him to sign for our vacations but hopefully the court will allow me to travel without his permission. I have to figure out who to talk to for this to happen.