extremely powerful.
I love how you spit the bible at me
didnt you tell me one time that you don't believe in it? or am I mistaken?
If so I really think its awesome how you know I do and point me to it with startling accuracy.
my lesson is that I do not love this person.
He is my paraphrenelia and his attention is my drug.
why else would I be getting mad cravings when I go no contact?
simple.
I have been "using" this whole time.
and now Im sitting here kicking.
F#%&!!!!
I relapsed on weed when he went to the SA.
that was the last NC.
no... this one is.
Quack quack quack
but still...
one is to many and a thousand is never ever enough.
shrooms
tabs
weed
moments of attention
its all the same for me.
time to sober up.
for real this time.
Im sitting in the prayer room at church tomorrow. He won't look for me there.
thanks for your support anvil.
hugs.
I come from a poor part of town and "we are the 99%" signs litter the roadside.
maybe I am.
But with God on my side I will be the 1%
:,)