Hey Ryan
Wow..my head hung after finishing your post. That must be a lot to deal w/...I thot me not working, mortgages 4 mths behind, Gas cut off & AW who stole 15K from me still thinking we're in lala land that my life was over. I'm in NO WAY putting you down/don't get me wrong. The old timers @ my home group said there's lots of people who have gone thru worse & I can make it if I go to as many mtgs as I can(since not working much) & work the program. Most days I am joyous happy & free but last few days have been a real drag!
Stick w/ it, get w/ it, you might just get it!
Best wishes