Drinking isn't going to make the problems go away either and in fact, will probably just make the problems even worse.
Every problem has a solution, but you will not find it in a bottle.
Okay you f&*^ed up. Now is the time to sober up, stand tall and deal with these problems. You are stonger than you think you are. One day at a time is what you need to do. Keep going to AA meetings and keeping posting and reading here. There will always be consequences to our choices and we can't run away from it, they will ALWAYS catch up with us. People make mistakes, the thing is are you ready to learn from them?
You are not alone in this there are people here that have been in the same spot you are in and they made it thru. It won't be easy, but if you have the determination you can do it.