Hi, Jeni.
"Never forever" also is quite unusual to me, because I didn't quit wine that way either.
I suppose for me it's "never forever", but focus on one day at a time. Because, what is forever, what is eternity, after all? We have such a short period of time, here, on Earth, if compared to Universe and "till the last star dies". And this short period of time is built by days. So, each day is a peace of eternity, maybe?
Ok, I think I should stop my philosophical discourse here) I will come up with it when I develop some more well-thought theory about that)))
Anyway, all this not so important if compared to your signature. Do I get it right that you have ONE YEAR today?
If so, my hugest, warmest and all the super congratulations to you!!!! That's just awesome.
Keep it up!
See you later)