It wasn't you who said it, Marie. Someone else did; and although I know they meant well, it was just like: "How can you assume that? I never even said anything like that."
I wasn't ready to hear a lot of things, but that's why I came here. I know that I need to hear them. No one in my non-virtual world understands what I'm going through. I can't even really explain it to them because: 1) I know they won't understand and 2) it's not my place to out my RAXBF's skeletons. We don't live in that big of a town, and we're both well known around here. I wouldn't want him revealing my dark secrets, and I won't do it to him.
So many things to do, so little time!