Originally Posted by
nomis 
I don't know if you're working on project involving writing, but you do it darn well!
Beautifully articulated. I know that feeling so well and have always been to ashamed to express it.
I agree with Nomis, you are an excellent writer!
I understand as many do, I'm sure, that terrible anxiety when running out of booze...
I've had plenty of red wine stains on the couch, rug, I'm ashamed to admit.
I know this is probably the least of your concerns at present, but I found steaming the stain out seems to do the trick.
Take care, and be kind to yourself as you move forward from this point.