Originally Posted by ryanriley

It has been awhile since I last posted on this site. I have bounced in and out of aa for 2 yrs. i got ANOTHER dui last Saturday. My life is in shambles. I have talked with my sponsor, friends in aa, Im lost scared and dont know what to do. I felt I got a lot of support the last time I was active on this site. Any insight or words of encouragement would be very helpful right now. I know I will die if I keep drinking. Any advice would be helpful, I can barely function because of the shame and guilt that I have brought on to my young children.