Spantoh

She called me earlier this evening and told me she is no longer in love with me.
She feels like she can never be good enough for me and that we'd be (re)building our relationship on guilt.
All the while she was away she called and wrote about how much she missed me and loved me. Couldn't wait to be back with me. The night she arrived home she told me I was the reason she came back to NJ.
If it wasn't for our relationship and our love she would have stayed in FL.
Since then, as I've been sharing, it's gotten more and more distant.

So much for that, I guess.

Should I assume this is the end? Ironically, it is our 8 year anniv next week.
8 years.

Could I assume this is her emotionally in several different places and learning to live clean?

Basically I am asking is should I reserve any hope for us?

Thanks all,
Very sad night.
Very sad.