Thanks for the warm welcome. As mentioned, in late April I stopped for two weeks. After the two weeks I thought I would be able to control it so I kept some scotch to sip on for that special occassion.
I was wrong. I hammered most of the bottle in one Friday night and was at the state store first thing Saturday morning for the biggest, cheapest jug of canadian whisky I could find. Nursed that bottle for the remainder of the weekend.
Like I said, we all could tell stories. Except now I feel like I can tell them to someone who understands.