I dranks almost nightly wine it wasn't always that way snuck up on me. I have only been sober 43 days but I must say it feels great. I haven't done AA or any organized recovery method mostly using this site.
The fact that my husband knows keeps me from slipping accountability is a huge key in success. Maybe opening up to a close love one would free you and make forgetting your goals a little harder!
Wish you all the best