hello
Hello,
I think i am an alcoholic i don't drink every day but every few days or once a week, sometimes i go a couple of weeks without a drink but when i start drinking i can't stop no matter what i tell myself before i start drinking like i'll only drink a 6 pack i allways drink more. i don't have a job at the moment (got fired because i got drunk the night before and missed shifts a couple of times) so i don't have much money and i often start drinking and keep drinking what little fun money i have then spend my food money on booze wake up broke and have to eat noodles for like a week until i get paid again. I drink till i black out and act like a ********. I've started wearing things thin with my friends and we don't hang out much anymore. for some reason when i drink i turn into a completely different person an arrogant ******* or just a douchbag. I have tried to quit before but its like after a few days or a couple of weeks i forget what i've learned and feel i can control it then drink again.
It really sux that i can't control my alchohol because most social activites i have involve drinking or drugs i had to quit weed a couple years ago because i smoked all day everyday and it basically made me a ******.
How can i quit drinking for good or for at least a year until i change a bit?