Talana- I know exactly how you feel, Im on day 18 and Saturday I'm leaving for Florida to go to Miami for a week. I am going with a friend who knows I'm trying not to drink, she is not a big drinker but I want her to be able to have a drink if she wants. I'm just going to try to keep in mind that I don't want to ruin the progress that I have made an I keep thinking about how terrible I would feel if I slip up and how just thinking about a hangover gives me anxiety. Take each day of not drinking as a hue success . You can do it!!!