Originally Posted by
javamama 
The meeting starts in about 10 minutes and I'm so scared of going in, but I know I'm going to...I can't keep putting this off. Please wish me luck, it's a beginners meeting, which I think will be great for me.
i am exactly like you, except i have not had the courage to call the hotline again or go to a meeting. kudos on your courage, i wish i could muster enough to do the same