Thank you for your replies. I never realized how much I needed someone to talk to me about this. I quit drinking 8 years ago to prove I could. I was gaining weight and I drank every day. It lasted 9 months
. After my marriage failed, which was because I was a bitch, I went back to drinking to cope with the guilt of splitting up my family. It has gone up and down, depending on my mood. But lately I feel it's bad.
I am 8 drinks in tonight. I'm out of breath which has never happened befor. my face and chest are splotchy red. What is going on am I allergic suddenly?
I am on a dickofenac and tramadol regimen. That doesn't do me justice like getting my Alcohol does. I only feel good when I'm throwing back.