I might have a problem.. Maybe? I don't know
Hi everyone. I am not sure what clicked today that made me sign up. I just don't know. I have been a pretty consistent drinker for about 15 years. I don't really get drunk anymore.. It just doesn't do that to me. I find drinking a few beers a night eases my back pain better than meds, so it's probably 4 nights a week I partake. I'm always home. It never affects my job. I haven't embarrassed myself that I know of. But I can't shake the feeling that I couldn't stop if I decided to. And that's what irks me. Is 4-5 a night a problem? Am I just a functioning mess ?
I'm buzzed as I write this, because instead of my usual beer I bought twisted teas and they are Soooo easy going down. I have no other vices, I quit smoking. Why can't I have just this? Why am I questioning myself? I'm not bent over puking at night. And I can afford this. My family doesn't care because I am not acting crazy. Am I overthinking this?