Thanks, If this doesn't get better on it's on by tomorrow. I will go see a doctor. Yes baked today..muffins..brownies..spring cleaning. I am going shopping tomorrow..but do not plan on buying any booze. I am going to buy fruit juice..gingerale..and tea..that way i have plenty of options. My husband drinks beers after work..it is hard. But i plan on doing something else..maybe playing a game on my pc while he chugs them. We were both sober for a year. I told him last week...I didn't want to go back to feeling bad about myself. His answer was so stop then. I know he is responsible for his own sobriety. Not me..so I have to control myself and my cravings.