Well another weekend of Sobriety has past. I kept busy as usual and i find my life is becoming more normal without a beer in my hand. I definitely have less cravings and also seem to able to manage the anxiety and depression better. I had convinced myself that it was normal to relax and have a drink at any time over the weekends and during the week for that matter. It wasn't normal at all. I was drinking myself to misery and eventual death.
Day 43 today and i roughly calculate that i am some 500 to 600 beers better off. That is just ridiculous when i look back. Anyway no more looking back for this recovering alcoholic. On-wards to a better future and more enriched life. Have a great day everyone