Hi and welcome Stuck
this website is open to anyone - we don't 'push' anything.
From my experience tho, I jumped a lot from drug to drug, bailling out of one as they became too problematic and falling right into another habit...
after a couple of decades of this, eventually I had to accept that I was the problem, not the drugs I was taking.
As long as I was scared to be straight, there was always gonna be a problem, cos I had no off switch.
What's holding you back from leaving everything behind, stuck?
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