Originally Posted by
Legend40 
sorry i am asking all these questions, i just like to know what i am getting myself into. the thing is, i went to a couple of meetings back in october but i wasnt comfortable and i felt like a outcast so i went back drinking again. because the drinkers wont look at me like i have a third eyeball
welp, all of us lookin at ya like ya have a 3rd eyeball also have one! most of us thought we were outcasts of society.
dont be sorry for asking questions. yer not getting into anything thats gonna hurt ya and you can walk away at anytime if ya dont like it, but i highly suggest giving ita chance. go to as many meetings as possible for 3 months. get a sponsor and work the steps with your sponsor( have you happened to read the Big Book?). if ya dont like what ya got at the end of 3 months, the misery you had while drinking will be refunded at the door, but if worked right, yer not gonna want a refund.