i had to get a huge heapin dose of courage to go through the doors of my 1st AA meeting. fear of the unknown was holdin me back. but what could it hurt? my other option was suicide.
them doors got easier and easier to open. met a group of people who knew right where i was at, how to get out of where i was at, and were willin to show me how.
haent had another drink since that 1st meeting and got sober.
bet move i ever made was to get some courage.