Yes, I have talked to my husband about this, he makes me feel bad by saying "I know you are going to leave, just like everyone else has". He had a pretty sad childhood, his mother was an alcoholic and his father was a drug addict who passed away from an overdose in his 40's.. very sad. My childhood was the complete opposite two great hard-working parents who were very involved in my life, this is my first encounter with any sort of a addiction (pretty sheltered, I guess) He is very kind loving, generous, and affectionate to me, I just know NOW that drinking comes before I do... I try to keep myself busy in the home and working but our work hours are completely different. We have very little time together and I choose not to sit in a bar with him drinking, when we could be spending time together. HE doesn't think he has a problem because he still goes to work everyday and pays the bills on time. So glad I found this forum, thanks for the support!!
