They often have "open" meetings where I live, that you are allowed to bring supporters (non-alcoholics) to. If you have someone you can trust that will be a positive comrade, bring them.
My (non-alcoholic) husband comes with me sometimes, even at 10 months sober. I'm not nervous anymore, but he comes just to support me
Best of luck to you my friend. So important to remember... One step at a time.