Sigh....thanks all. It's a bit better. I do wonder if hormones were playing a role in things. Anyway...fought through it. Busied myself getting my hair cut. The knowledge that if I drank, it would only be worse, and my husband would smell it on me. I couldn't bear to see the disappointment in his eyes.
Hoping I am through the worst of this day!!!!
Thank you all for your supportive comments!!!! Really helps.