Originally Posted by
ArcticSA 
I dont know exactly what stopped me.
But something stopped you and that's wonderful
I remember there was often that point in the evening where the "decision" was made to drink. The logic I would use to drink would usually be nonsensical if not ridiculous.
It sound like you've realized a great deal about yourself with this episode. Use what you've learned the next time the craving appears.
Hang in there, be strong, don't give up!