HuskyPup, I live in a small city where everybody, including me still has one foot in the cave if ya know what I mean, and there is just as much booze and dope here as anywhere else, so there's no where to run to. I used to think that communicating with people via the internet was not real but that just isn't so. I can clearly sense what you are going through as well as if we were talking face-to-face. CyberSpace isn't for physical contact, but there's a lot more to a life than physical contact. I lived a lifetime of going out, physical contact, and all that stuff, and now I do have some regrets about it. Going out is one thing, going out drinking and drugging is something else. My hope is you get rid of "chemical dependence" problems at a young age. Rootin for ya.
