Starting AA
After falling yet again, I've come to realize I can't do this alone. So I'm going to force myself to go to AA. There are 2 meetings today. I'll more than likely go to the 6:00 one because the evenings are hardest for me. It's not that I don't want to go, I'm just shy and its hard for me to walk in somewhere by myself like that. It's a necessity though. I'm sick of this cycle.