Day 40
I wake up to a new me for the 40th day! Might as well be 40 years!
I never want to go back the grass truely is greener on this side.
I don't think I would have made it this far without SR. I never thought the craving would quiet but they have. They are not gone but their voice is slowly fading!
When I think about drinking the thought of being drunk disgusts me. Yes there are still huge parts if me that miss the enchanting ritual of drinking and the escape to disappearance, but the thought of loss of control repels me!
Thank you all for being here and posting it has helped me so very much!
Have a wonderful weekend