Thread: Feck you drugs
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Old 05-17-2013, 05:27 PM
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Midlifecrisis
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Feck you drugs

Benzos, opiates, alcohol, amphetamines, hallucinogens, up yours! You have been in my life or taken over my thinking too long. I had myself convinced that I needed you. I don't. I need my life back and my family need me.

I love the way you make my bed feel like a cloud and the way you make sleep effortless. I love the way you take away all my thoughts and cares. I love the way you help me to be more outgoing.

But I hate what I've let you take from me. My mind, my body, quality time with my family. Time! I hate that you take away my cares so much that falling asleep with you I couldn't care less if I were never to wake up.

This is probably the hardest I have had to fight and I know there is only one thjng that would give me instant relief. But I'm not going there, I'm not doing all this again. I could lose everything.

I'm scared to feel but I know I need to. Life on life's terms.

Feck you drugs.

While we are at it. Feck you bulimia.

You can't have me.
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