I've destroyed my life twice at different times both on pot and booze.
I call them different boats on the same sea of crud.
The problem as I see it is not the weed or the booze - but my fundamental desire to escape and my inability to face reality.
Until I dealt with that, I bounced from drug to drug.
you've come so far already in giving up the booze Doogie - why settle now for 'almost in recovery'?
press on, man
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