I posted this at the newcomer's thread, but just wanted to thank everyone for being supportive yesterday when I was on day one. I know we've all been there. It is so embarrassing. I am just trying to maintain today. I am glad to be sober today more than ever. My kids woke up sick and are happy to have "me" there for them.
It is still hard, but I now how much better I will feel a few weeks from now. I made the mistake of being over-confident in my sobriety. Permanent abstinence is the only way for me. I think once you cross the line of being a drunk you can never really regulate again.
Hope everyone has a great weekend!