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Old 05-17-2013, 11:13 AM
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hamptons
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ams0602 I haven't written my story here yet but I have done so many awful, truly horrible things over 30 years that have hurt everyone I have ever touched. My only friend is my crippled dog.

Like you I have the total addiction personality;

I played GOLF every day from the time I was 12-22 without missing a day EVER, then haven't played since, sexual addiction since I was 12, chasing skirt or other stuff everyday, gambling on racehorses from 12-25 until I was broke, addicted trader from 25-45 until I pissed off the IRS and Feds etc, addicted to triathlon training for 2 years until I broke some bones, addicted to my border collie, addicted to my partner, addicted to poker from 39-45.... food 30-39 etc etc etc

I am praying that my alcohol addiction will DIE be like my golf addiction did (totally dead). I am starting guitar again after 30 years and every time I want a drink will be riding my new triathlon bike, walking my dog or playing soccer in my back yard. All will be in moderation.
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