WE all would like to do it ourselfs
You wouldn't be the first one wanting to get sober on there own.... I tried many times... sometime with being able to put some good amount of days.. But I always relapsed... We have no defense from that first drink, until we do the steps... Try other meetings, I like mens meetings... accually my favorite day of the week is tuesday when i get to goo see my friends and carry the message!
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