Ready to kick this once and for all. It's going to take some time, but each day is a new step in the right direction for our entire family. My husband joined earlier tonight and I decided that I would as well, so that we can work on this together. I know that I can't do it on my own, I've tried and always seem to go back even after a few months of not drinking. I always think that I can have just one and that's never the case it's always one more, and so on. Just ready to be in complete control, this also includes giving up cigarettes.