I was like that yesterday. I was so sad and depressed and couldn't figure out why. I even got a little put out with my sponsor because I thought she was ignoring me. It's just the nature of our disease. Selfish, self-seeking, etc. I just prayed to my HP up remove my feelings of sadness and selfishness. I just had to ride it all out. I came on her and posted and got great responses like you are getting now. Keep coming back. Do a some reading, praying or play with your kids. It will get better.