Welcome to SR-you're @ the right place @ the right time. Based on your posting that you're not sure if should be here or not, its very tellin that u mentioned u're kids. So that means(if I'm not wrong) u do realize u have a prob w/ alc & don't want it to affect u're kids. However, only u can make that call. No 1 is here to judge or criticize u coz that accomplishes zero. We offer our experience, strength & hope for our maladies every day.