Thanks everyone
Hi Torso
As far as a plan goes, I know there are a lot of things that need to change. My routine, the people I surround myself with, and not putting myself in situations I know will lead me to drinking.
I've also reached out to my sober friends (the few I have) which has been huge.
I'm trying to take each moment as it comes, being present, and feeling it out. I'm early in this, I know I don't have much ground to stand on yet. However, I know now 100% that I want to be sober and that I will stay that way.
Finally signing up here is pretty big too, considering I've lurked for at least 6 months