welcome to our new world
Being afraid is difficult, but not only because of situation. Being afraid is a feeling. Having feelings is new to me and many of us. I've leared at meetings that not being afraid, in many cases was because I was drinking. There are times when we should be afraid. When sober I am afraid of crossing against traffic. Many times when drunk I don't know how I walked hame in black outs. Strange, but sometimes being afraid id a delayed feeling for what I've done. Feelings are normal, but because they are new to me.I am afraid because, sober I care about me and what happens around. Feeling afraid, was always someting others felt for me. I heard it many times Don, I'm afraid for you. They were taking my responsiblty for me. In our sober life we 're responsible. So, welcome to our new world , friend. Donz2