As I've heard on this board, " They never throw you a parade for quitting."
Drinking is such a hard drug to overcome that it feels like you should get a parade when you quit. So, it is pretty disheartening to quit and not even get a pat on the back for it. Ultimately though,you are quitting for you and it has to be about you if you want it to be sustainable. So keep your chin up and we'll cheer for you!