Originally Posted by
nailovex5 
We went out for food this evening and, after having a hangover all day and puking up in 2 public toliets, it was so difficult not to order drinks!!! I ended up having a non alcoholic cocktail which made me feel like a cheater
hang in there things will be much better soon
if
we don't drink anymore
most in recovery stay away from non alcoholic drinks
why fool ourselves
may just lead us to the real thing
I have to catch myself often
for cheating comes very easy for a one like me
maybe I can have just a little sin today ??
I won't go as far as usual -- will I ??
as I deceive myself yet again
heck no -- I can drink like a gentleman
and one more time he returns to the bottle
putting aside the fact
that some never return to sobriety
lost in a deep fog