In my first days, I could not do things like cook, etc, cos I related all to drink. So on a pay day in early days, I would pick up Chinese on way home from work, pick up some choc goodies, library/book store for recovery books. Home by 7pm armoured with all my safe stuff, I'd get into bed with books, laptop (SR) and tv on in background - eat my goodies. Reading SR and the books helped me not want to go back out and drink. Then I'd fall asleep listening to AA tapes. I did this for about 2 weeks. Now, nearly 3 months, I can do all those normal things without craving constantly at least.
I agree with others, def make a plan Chill. Otherwise as you know, it will be groundhog and the same ol' same ol' come hangover day. Not worth it. Best wishes.