Well, I talked to my friend and although she was definitely disappointed she said she understood and had actually been worried about me from the days of when I would hang out with them (her and 2 other friends) and apparently saw how much I drank.
I Al's scheduled a doctors appointment. I thought I would have time to mentally prepare, but they scheduled it for tomorrow at 2:45. That's scary to me!!! I can only imagine how screwed up my labs are. (I had gastric bypass 4 years ago and haven't had blood work in 2 years so hopefully my liver function and vitamin levels are ok.)