Having an awful day
Today is awful... Fighting with my husband... All over my stupidity I don't expect to be trusted or forgiven for everything or anything I've done to him in the past. I'm trying to make things better I've done everything so I thought he has asked me to do and hadn't done anything wrong apparently I was very wrong in that and just continue to make his life hell... I've told him I would I would understand if he divorced me .... But he hasn't asked for one not out of anger yet... I'm an awful disgusting human being And I don't feel as though I deserve to live