Oh I'm so sorry about all you've been through! You have acted SO bravely and I think you are FAR stronger than you realize. Moving out, staying in therapy, holding down a job and school? You're a super-woman. You DESERVE to be treated better! You really do. Please keep putting one foot in front of the other. Clear all of that negativity. Make room for good things to come into your life. I have total faith that you will have the life you've longed for. I really do! :::hugs to you:::: I'm very inspired by your strength.