Welcome to SR..congrats on 4 days!! woohoo Love u're attitude-(this too shall pass). The DT's,sweats,diarrhea etc are for 5-7 days max then u will never have to re-live them if u follow the simple saying of 1 day @ a time. U can also in the morning say "I haven't quit drinking but for today I won't pick up a drink"
Also find the closest AA meeting is to u & u don't have to commit to it or anything. Just listen to what is shared around the room for an hr & u'll ask u'reself later why u never thot of this way of living & yet still enjoy life
You Can Do It