""I was wondering why the hell I would ever want to drink when I can feel so good without it""
U said it u'reself so the question is how bad do u want recovery. Good for u on 2 days. The only solution I can give is attend mtgs @ happy hr which it seems is u're time when cravings arise. We drank to change the way we fell so now that u're sober, the way u chg that is by going to meetings or doing service work(which is later on around 6 mths)
Its great being sober. Productivity & usefulness is off the charts