Anniversary tomorrow...
Well it's my husband and I 14th wedding anniversary tomorrow, and we are going out to a very nice restaurant on Sunday to celebrate. Going to be a real test...I love fancy dinners, especially with a really good glass of wine in an elegant glass.
I know I won't drink...partly because I will be with hubby and he knows I am giving up booze, but also because I know that elegant glass of wine will be traded for a hidden coffe mug of cheap wine in my kitchen cabinet the next day, and the cycle of self loathing will begin anew.
So will not drink, but hoping I don't have anxiety over it and ruin our meal.